I have been seeing this beautiful girl for a couple of months now. She is a lovely young lady. She is also a very kind girl. I am already satisfied with our relationship. We have no label, but we like being each other all the time. But she is not satisfied with it she wanted us to become a couple. I am not sure that it is a good idea because I am afraid of commitments. There is a lot of reason I do not want her to be my girlfriend. One of my reason I don’t want to be her boyfriend is that I do not trust her fully. I am not sure she will be loyal to me because there are a lot of guys that are after her. I do not want to get betrayed in the end. I already had been betrayed in the past, and I do not want to feel that pain ever again. I do love her, but the risk of being hurt in the end is too much for me to take. I am a coward, so I let this girl go, even though I knew that I could not find a girl like her ever again. This was not an easy decision to make. I never thought once in my life that a girl like that would come into my life.
In my defense I am not a handsome fellow, I do think that in the future she would realize that and will eventually leave me. She’s a beautiful girl, and I am very sure that she will find a guy better than me. I honestly feel that I will be a hindrance to her success. It might not be easy to admit it, but it is the truth. I promised myself that I would be extra careful next time I enter a relationship. Wasting time with the girl that is not right for me is such a frustrating thing to do. It makes my life a lot harder than it has to be. Maybe I am just unlucky; I always find the wrong lady to be a part of my life. Even if I did not get lucky yet I am still determined to see that girl who will be the last woman I will kiss. The mother of my children and who will love me until we grow old. I will not stop until I find her. I have to be patient. But for now, I will book Cheap London escorts. Booking London escort seems to be the right move to make right now. I know this because I already have a lot of experience with London escorts.